Life is so cruel sometimes, it takes away from you what you love and value the most. Be it a relation or a person or anything. And it hurts a lot when you know there is no returning back.
I am married since last five years and don’t really know till when I will be able to call myself a married woman. Being single is a bliss but not after being married once. Only who have broken marriages can understand the pain.
When you take marriage vows, you give a lot of yourself to your partner and a lot from them reside in you in form of love and feelings and care. You can make a marriage void on a paper but its impossible to be the same person again. You loose a part of yourself that you invested in the person and in the marriage.
Divorce is same as death..death of a relationship. It has the same mourning and grieving as happens when someone dies. The difference is when someone dies, you can never see the person again. But when a marriage dies, the person is alive , you know he/she is somewhere out there, which makes it difficult to accept, to forget and to get over.
I hope I will be able to get over it someday… and will be able to love someone else again.