Life after breakup or during the ugly time when you are trying to come out is very difficult. I have heard lot of people telling me that I am lucky that I am (or will be) out of this miserable relationship before its too late! The fact that I am still at an age where I can find new partner, no having kids, having a successful career are the things they count for in my favour!
I have another, not so optimistic, perspective on this whole thing. For me , sometimes it is like is there anything anyone else can take away from me?? I loved him with all my heart and soul, did everything possible to keep and make him happy and still it all failed catastrophically!
Today, I am in a situation where,
— I feel no-one ever loves anyone, it’s all give and take.
— I think no one is trustworthy.
— I think goodness is not for real. People who seem nice are too good to be true!
— I doubt, doubt and doubt every person, especially the male species.
— I think behind every good thing said or done to me by anyone, there is some false evil intention.
After all this, do breakups ever prove to be good. Maybe the time will tell!